Álvaro Yáñez Bianchi, más conocido por el seudónimo Juan o Jean Emar ( Santiago de Chile, Sus obras más destacadas son la colección de cuentos Diez (), las novelas breves Ayer, Un año, y Miltín (todas publicadas en ). Juan Emar has 16 books on Goodreads with ratings. Juan Emar’s most popular book is Ayer. Download Citation on ResearchGate | Juan emar’s ayer: Pataphysics impressions of modernity | This study intends to propose an interpretation of Ayer, by Juan.
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Blood pudding with mashed potatoes. Picarones in sugar sauce. We walked laboriously, startled by the silhouettes of streetlights. For a while we followed pedestrians whom we chose at random, until a bus or tram would stop us, putting too much mist between us and him, and we would lose him.
Then we would turn, alternating right and left, after something, anything. When suddenly, an idea: Its large window filters light through climbing vines with leaves that are always moving.
The leaves turn the light green. The frosted glass turns the green aquatic. Ruben de Loa painted. What is more, for twenty-four years Ruben de Loa had painted without stopping.
When he saw us from behind his canvas, he approached us. We, out of courtesy, approached him.
And the three of us performed the motions as if we were swimming, smoothly lifting off from the floor and floating slowly back down.
He offered us seats. He sat there; my wife here; I sat across from them, in the middle. Because of the reflection of the vines, his long black hair looked like neglected autumn grass.
His jaguar features remained unchanged. His skin was still firm. To be sure, he is still young. He is thirty-one years old, given that he has painted for twenty-four years, and that he has painted since he was seven. His gaze was ninety percent inward. The remaining ten percent, as it poured out of him, was a bit empty and very kindhearted. He emzr a pipe, as a painter should. He did not sneeze or cough. Only every quarter of an hour he would say:. After an hour, Ruben de Loa began to look at she who is my better half.
She looked transparent, like a small tomb. But such was not the case for my old and dear friend, who had always looked at her, and who longed for her. Then I looked at my hands, wanting to see some part of me that was alive in that studio. Until, partially returning to life, I wondered:. Then I thought a change of subject would be wise. I started right in on the art of good painting, saying to my friend:. It was a sincere statement directed solely at his art, or more accurately at the atmosphere in which it came to be, emaar, in jaun honesty, he had shown us nothing yet of dmar work and the emat canvas I had seen of his was from five years earlier.
I was speaking, then, of the atmosphere, may that be perfectly clear. Work created exclusively under the influence of the color green cannot turn out well. This is less a studio than the depths of the jungle, or—even worse!
Is it possible to paint like this? This is a grey-green, better yet a greenish grey, and as for the jungle, this room has nothing more than the hue of a young eucalyptus, scarcely green at all, hardly, hardly. And this hue, upon analysis, has just as much right to live as bronze, the color of emae days, or the violet of thunderstorms. Let us compromise with emr grayish green, with the caveat that I have reservations about this latter term in particular.
He waited a minute and then, in ayef confidential tone, he told us, his gaze xyer between my wife and me. I have no wife or children or relatives or friends.
I have no vices. And work is hard for me, working makes me suffer. And so, I have no pleasure. I have no more than one, one and only one. And this is given to me by precisely those leaves that you are asking me to cut. You will see that their shapes and their shadows, when they move in the breeze, stop being leaves and become an infinite variety of fish swimming silently in a great green aquarium.
You see how they pass by, approach, move away, return, touch the glass, turn, disappear, reappear. Then I feel as though the water of the aquarium filters in through the window and, flooding everything, floods me as well.
And I, in turn, am a fish. I swim smoothly through the air, getting caught up in the smoke of my pipe. It is my only pleasure. You two forget that I am not a happy man. In truth, my wife and I are happy, we have relatives and friends, and much pleasure beneath our sheets.
My wife frequents the cinema; I, the athletic fields. But aesthetics belong to us all, and so I must insist. Greenish grey, grayish green, jungle or young eucalyptus, say it how you like, but it has an effect on you. You will see, my friend, that the day must come when you see blue as green, yellow as green, orange as green, and black and white and any color in existence will be green to you.
Such a thing cannot last; from seeing so much green, you will stop seeing that very green. But, I tell you, this is not what knowing is, you have not gotten inside your green.
At this rate the day will come when you even see red as green. Not one word more! As he had done a moment earlier, our good friend waited a minute and then, looking at each of us in turn, he spoke to us in his confidential tone, to which he added a touch of sadness. Whatever complements, balances; whatever balances, stabilizes—very important, this making stable!
Makes viable the circulation of life through. Let us think about it for a moment, shake up the mind a bit. Life circulates through, it can circulate, thanks to its having something through which to circulate. And it has this something thanks to the fact that there is, in that through which it circulates, a stability, and that stability is only possible thanks to a constant, or almost constant, balance, and for there to be a balance there must be at least two to balance.
Only one—with what, with whom, will it balance? And for the balance of the two to continue, those two must create between them a complement, let us say it straight out: Otherwise, all is chaos, total extinction, a return to the day before the first day of creation.
And in that case, not you or your distinguished little woman, not I or my paintings or anything else. On the other hand, as things stand now, as they are today, life circulates in a great balanced complement and I, poor Ruben de Loa, in the image of the Creator himself, can bestow total life, one more point, one more conduit, let us say, for it to circulate happily through.
That is what I do with my paintings here in my studio, my friends. And saying this, he darted about into several corners of the room, and from under various pieces of furniture he took twelve paintings and lined them up along the foot of the wall opposite the window.
My wife and I were plunged into a mute contemplation. Ruben de Loa stood behind us, lifted both arms so that one of his hands came to rest on each of our heads and in that pose, without moving, without blinking, he kept watch over our mute contemplation.
Those of all the hours of the day and of the night; those of all the years of history. They contained all the greens the Earth has left behind in her advance, all those that are with her now, all that will come to cinch themselves to her in her future turning. Those of the four elements. Those of the gestation of life in an ovum, those of birth and growth, those of plenitude, those that are created by eating away at the air inside of coffins. The green of silence, the green of murmurings, the green of pandemonium.
The green of God. The green of Satan. All, all of them! In their simple enumeration I would fill ten volumes and then, if I wanted to enumerate the relation of every green enumeration with every other one, a hundred volumes would not be enough.
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Let us fix that word firmly in our heads: It is enough to say it like this. Yes, but, where would I start the first line of the first page of the first volume? Let it suffice for me to say that in that place was my own green, which up until then I had not known existed. And the green of our friend.
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And the green of the relationship between my wife and I. And that of the relationship between my wife and him. And of him and I. While my wife and I were there contemplating the paintings, with our friend behind us, his hands lifted, a toucan belonging to an elderly neighbor lady let out its wild song.
It should be mentioned that, having seen the bird on several previous occasions, I can attest that it belonged to the genus Caliptocephalus gayithat is to say, a multicolored toucan with not qyer single green feather. Well, its screeching song of exploding emwr reached the studio through the high window, crossed through it at the normal speed, and came to rest above our heads.